Last night of pottery class.
it was kind of nice and kind of sad. nice because i don't have to deal with the gossip and the bitching. sad because there is a lot of people there that i like a lot. i got a few email addresses and phone numbers (i never randomly call people and the phone and say HELLO talk to me, but oh well) and a lot of see ya laters. (which also is not really going to happen) I will miss being there at night so that i can get away and interact with other people, but that is what school will be for soon. the VERY upsetting and typical part of the evening was that i made 10 mugs and only 3 survived. there was a small wheel problem (at the end of the night, after i had already trimmed and made handles for) and now i only have 3 mugs. FUCK i said to myself. it's a good thing i'm not extremely emotional about my peices. They took about 31/2 hours to make and i only ended up with 3. i was pissed but kept my cool.

In other news.
I started physical theropy today on my back. it was kind of silly and the lady really just said keep going to yoga, and here do these exercises. hopefully it wont cost too much after my insurance is done with it.

Also i don't know if i will really be going on vacation. ryan is being difficult and i'm to the point now where i just want to say 'here you plan the vacation to your dad's or where ever i don't care!!!' i really just need a vacation even if it's with my mom the wendover or something stupid.

i think i'm going to head to bed now. maybe stay up and watch some tv or something.

I have just completed one of the hardest things i've done and i love it.

It's Hot Yoga. It feels like you are sweating out your insides, even my eyes feel good.

Ryan came with me and he almost passed out. I how ever did loose it and just layed on the ground for 45 minutes of my 90 minute set. I really did enjoy being there :) and now i feell good i'm not tired, my muscles are, but my body isn't. i haven't felt like this in a long time.

Thing to remember for next time wear shorts and sports bra. bring a change of clothing and an all around good feeling.

Try hot yoga it is great.

so i've gotten comfortable with job #2 and i really like the fact that i don't have ANY responsibilities all i have to do is show up and answer the phone :) I really do like it there.

i'm soo very tired

Bored today.
I'm to 'a new hope' on the star wars movies. only 2 more left to go. i don't think i'll be able to get to them tonight though. oh well. i think i've been watching star wars all day long.

in other news i think i pissed ryan off by adding meat to the spagetti, how this is so upsetting to him i will never know. he says he's told me hundreds of times, but i can only remember him saying that he didn't like the fake flavoring. now he's all mad at me.

I did start at the other clinic the other day. it was nice to not have any responsabilities and nothing expected of me. :) hopefully i will start soon. i think i might have to wait untill the end of the month though.

I'm tired now and i think i'm going to go to bed soon.

Alright here is the 10 year plan
1- get transcripts. (now this may be a difficult task because i may or may not owe money in order to get it)
2- go to SLCC for 1 or 2 semesters untill i go to...
3- Weber State University to get a BS in Zoology (this may take some time)
4- Then Vet School. which will mean i have to drive a long distance and be away from my family.
5- Be a veterinarian :)
and ryan will have to call me Doctor. HA!

so i think i just got a job offer at another clinic today. i'm not quite sure.... but maybe. i'll up date more on friday

Today we had a wonderful adventure. first to blue plate, then to best buy, then to the NPS store, then to the home depot, then to H and R block, then back home to watch the corpse bride.
all and all a fun day.
tomorrow work and building a cat scratching post :)

good NEWS!!!
ryan and i don't have to pay in taxes this year :). we actually get money back :) i'm sooo happy.