today i got home and gave the cats thier rabies vaccines. 20 minutes later he started throwing up and meowing. i start to worry and call work. they say if it gets worse come in. so it gets worse and i get him in the carrier and go to back to work. diane injects him with dexamethosone and he finally, after 10 minutes, stops meowing. i take him back home and get back to cleaning the house and making dinner. ryan comes home we eat dinner, he takes a nap and i get back to cleaning the house again. I plug in the vaccum and a curcit braker blows i go outside and fix it. the whole time Mr NA keeps saying i'll do it, then never does. he keeps trying to do things but doesn't realize that i don't want thank you's or i'll do that... i want i love you's. what a dick.
now the house is clean and i can't wait to go to bed just to get out of this hell hole.

being at home makes me sad sometimes. okay most times. i usually like to be somewhere else or asleep. i think that's where i'm going to go now. night

I'm up much earlier then i usually get up. ryan had to take the miata in to get repaired yesterday and i had to take him to work this morning. yuck.

Anyway yesterday i was driving from the I15 to I80 East Exit. There is about 20 yards to get off of the State street only exit and the same stretch for folks to get off of I80 onto state street. well i turn on my signal and get over being kind of close to the guy behind me. then right before the exit ends a white car gets onto I80 and another car without a signal gets onto the State Street exit almost clipping the K-rail and the car. as i'm driving police lights go off i slow down and go to pull over but the cop wasn't after me or the jackass that was in too much of a hurry to get to State. no it pulled over the guy behind me for some stupid reason (either following to close, no turning signal, expired reg. etc) Yet another reason to not care for the police.

work is nuts. for some reason all of the pets die in january and febuary. it's like they die faster then i can fill out the paper work. (i know this must sound inconsiderate but it's true. you can only deal with so much pet death before you become numb)

It's extremely snow out there and I HATE the snow.

I got my heating bill today and it wasn't as bad as last month. we simply got a little heater and turned the heater down to 62. the heater was only $20 and it has already save me $30 so that was money well spent. maybe i should get another one for the kitchen or the bedroom.

it's my birthday tomorrow :) 24. not so bad.

I'm tired but not able to sleep.

I just had a good time burning old reciepts. it was fun. i went outside with one of the bowls i made for the dog and just starting lighting them on fire. i love fire. :)

In other news i have a funeral to go to tomorrow, which sucks. a co-worker of mine's wife died having their baby. The baby made it, the wife didn't. it's in the middle of the afternoon and work is closing for it. but i don't really have to work tomorrow anyway so it's just going to be upsetting. The whole thing will be in spanish, but that's okay i think work will be the only white people there.

anyways i've got to get back to cleaning. it's my birthday on thurs. and i don't want to clean then som i'm doing it now.

all i have to say is... if you don't want to piss someone off. give credit where credit is due!

A very depressing and upsetting day.

Today i got up and got my hair cut/died * - then to the dentist (no cavities) ** - called massive amounts of nasty car salesman *** - lunch with bobbi **** - to pottery ***** and now i'm home. it was an exremely busy day and well i'm tired and don't want to watch what ryan has on the tv.
I put my contact in my eye and now i like my eye ball is scratched. it really hurts to open and close my eye and well i'm really thinking about going to the doctor.

PS I like foot notes. i was reading some of my old bloggs ang i always had them. they are interesting and annoying. i love 'em





* The guy that dies my hair is this strange older guy that also does my mom's hair. he's entertaining in his own weird sick little way.
**Normally i hate the dentist, but teeth cleaning is easy and there's no worries.
***Ryan is buying a new used car - convertable. manual. and under 12K.it's the middle of winter and there is hardly any places that have them. I HATE USED CAR SALESMAN!!!!
**** i got home and realized that bobbi has probably had one of the worst days at the vets. so we go to lunch and she can vent about all of her problems. it was nice bobbi felt like she could go back to work and well i had a good time.
***** I had a bunch of peices that i hated so i put them in the redo bag and will start over. but i DID get to flirt and that is always fun

i've had strep for a while and wasn't on antibiotics, then i got really sick and i'm not on antibiotics. i also have a virus which is making me have a stuff nose and sinus problems. Anyway i think i'm going to go back to sleep. sorry thing much else to say.

New Years
why isn't it called New Year? oh well. ryan and i stayed up watching video games him on the big tv me on the little tv. i got back into an old Super Nintendo game called Tetris Attack. it's like Bejewelled but better :)
Today we have to go and help paul move. i should probably go and help bobbi at forest hills, and ryan half brother is coming to stay the night.
The new year has not brought anything different so far

my only resolution:
to be nicer at work.

(and maybe nicer to ryan who knows)

Anyway i'm off to find something to eat and drink some coffee.
Happy New Year everyone.