Dashboard Confessionals

Again I go Unnoticed

So quiet
another wasted night,
the television steals the conversation
exhale,
another wasted breath,
again it goes unnoticed.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired
cause if it's more than that I feeel that I might break
out of touch, out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed
casue I can't read your rolling eyes
out of touch, are we out of time?

Close lipped
another goodnight kiss
is robbed of all it's passion,
your grip
another time, is slack
it leaves me feeling empty.

I'll wait until tomorrow
maybe you'll feel better then
maybe we'll be better then
so what's another day
when I can't bear these nights of thoughts
of going on without you
this mood of yours is temporary
it seems worth the wait
to see your smile again
out of the corner of your eye
won;t be the only way you'll look at me then

You can sit in the bathroom for 15 minutes until the light goes off. You see these lights are on automatic timers so I had to test and see how long it would be before the light would turn off.

Tomorrow ryan and I are having a Zelda Party tomorrow so if anyone wants to see it come on over. There will be cupcakes with the tri-force, the shield, and the sword… maybe links hat or link but I can’t promises anything. Zelda is always great fun. The nephews are coming over, along with my brother pat and my dad it should be a little Nintendo gathering. YAH!

I brought all of my cd’s into work today and there was just soo much selection. Today I get off early, which should be good because I don’t really want to be here hence the blogging. I still have an hour and a half left…. AHHH what to do for an hour and a half that looks productive. I have to poo I’ll write more soon.

Mekaleca-hi-meka-hini-ho. *whispers* and the word of the day is secret.... AHHHHHHH the chair is dancing in the room and for some reason all of the furniture is talking and screaming... but for some reason it's only when i say secret.

I got a secret of my chest a minute ago... it's a relief.

I got my phone disconnected today... now all i have is a land line... and ryan has a phone.

LETS SEE....
1- My rash sucks ASS! I have to go back to the doctor tomorrow because it's not really getting any better.
2- My mom and I have kind of (half assed) made-up... i guess it's better than nothing
3- Ryan and I are doing well.
4-I'm very irritable lately because of these stupid red marks.
5- Work was getting boring and than I got a new job to start working on which gave me a new kick to go to work :)

So I was told what these bumps where. I had an alergic reaction to a medication, and also had some bad meat. So needless to say I don't think i will be taking any more pills (except the ones the doctor gave me to get better) for awhile. I think work has just gotten kind of boring, but i still have things to do. I'm have no bids due and I'm just puting together books for the 3 that bid in the last 2 weeks. But I like my job. I don't dread going to work everyday so that's good

I have some sort of rash/ bumps on my legs, arms, and belly. I don 't really know what it is. Ryan came with me to instacare on saturday to see it was Chickenpox... but they said it wasn't. These bumps have gotten redder and more spreadout since saturday so i made an appointment for the only open dermitoligist in the valley, but it's very far away from my house. I hope i'm not allergic to the cats... But it could still be the chicken pox. I will not know untill i get back from the doctor. I don't know what time that might be becaue the IHC lady told me expect a couple of hours there because i'm a fit in appointment, and they don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like a freak because i have these stupid bumps... and they itch! Atleast it's not on my face, hands or feet though

My mom and I are in a very large fight. It all started when she was talking to my brother Bryon on MY cell phone and when i told bry to get off she got all mad at me. From there on it was just a bunch of "What have I done to deserve this treatment" and "I'm your mom I should have more respect that a friend" Personally I don't think that she i taking into consideration how I feel about this. For one thing I don't think that I need yelling at me everytime i get on the phone with her. I mean I don't think that i have yelled at her once in my life... let alone made her cry about a subject (btw my mom is very good about pushing buttons, she knows where they are and how to use them to the fullest advantage. SHE KNOWS HOW TO GET HER WAY... she always has) And for another thing I don't think that she even considers how much respect I have for my friends... excluding Ryan they are some of the people that desire the most respect in the world. Granted I only talk to them once a month, but they are the nicest people and dare I say some of the only people that I would share my feelings with.

So this is the story about why my mom and I are in fight

I had the coolest suprise when i got home yesterday. Ryan had bought me the old Zelda for the NES oh i was so happy :) he also bought Zenosaga which if you are into a mix between final fantasy and metroid prime than you should be happy.

I don't really have a lot to say i just feel like i'm neglecting the 2 or 3 people that actually still read my blog.

I do how ever have a new job, which is a general contracting firm and i am an administrator's assistant. I don't love it, but it's better than being in personal hell for all time. Which is how i felt my last job. but i have a good time and hopefully that will make me blog more :) I guess just more to say

My mom and i had a rather large fight so we are not really on speaking terms... which is alright for now. I'm sure it will fix it's self with time.