What I learned from my 2 month relationship.

Well folks I've had my first relationship since Ryan and it was nice for the short term, but realized it wasn't a long term thing.

So what I learned is how to make some awesome crock pot enchiladas. yep that's what I learned... enchiladas.

ok boys and girls it might be time to get back to blogging. Now this comes with it's pro's and con's so I might change my mind part way through.

Let me start with this weekend being the funnest road trip I've had in a LONG TIME! I skated in my first interleague bout in Reno Nevada and kicked some serious butt. There was a fun misadventure with good friends, I bought a hat. The game was awesome the after party was fun times and everyone got home safe. (well minus 1 gas cap)

In other news dating life has been entertaining. I've had good times and good sex, which is all I'm really looking for at the moment. I don't want a relationship, i don't want someone to be caring for me, I don't want regular dates... really just sometimes a girl needs some sex. (that was probably too much information, but there you have it) I have had so much fun and will probably be burned by it in the long run, but what can i say it's making me happy for the short term. I'm sure later it will be 'omg dating is stupid' and 'oh how i hate this life style' .... oh well

Well boys and girls i think it's time for an update.

Ryan and i are divorced and it's actually working fairly well, it's kind of like we are better friends then we were married. (I know it seems weird, but it's true)

Work is still going well, which is nice. and Derby is AWESOMENESS!!!

Now time for bed

xoxoxox

i think it might be time to break the bad news... but will wait and do it tomorrow. Sorry internet folks of the land. it's late, but it needs to be said.

I'm sorry boys and girls but facebook has made me a blogging cunt.... the whole i can instantly say what i want when i want it.. HOLY SHIT! anyways life is, well going. A lot of change never hurt anyone right?
Derby is great. i feel like i have reached a platue though so when i go i think i'm getting worse rather than better, but i'll get over it. today was the first day i actually got sent to the penatly box for misconduct *snickers* (i guess)
In other news i'm onto month 2 of swimming 3-5 days a week. to start with i was starving all the time now i've reached this stage where food doesn't sound good and i eat because i have to and then i don't eat much. i talked to mindie about it and she said 'oh yeah that's when you really start losing weight'... so maybe the next time you see me i will be down another 20 lbs. Yep folks i have officially lost 23 lbs (well from april 2008-october 2009) either way i'd say i'm doing good. right now i weigh the same as i did when i got married and here in 20 more pounds i will weigh the same is i did when i was 15. that is the goal 20 more pounds!!! i wonder if it is even reach able? hopefully.

anyways boys and girls it's been nice posting... i'm sure i'll do it again very soon. Have a good night and drive home safe :)

i very eventful week end.
Thursday is scrimmage day for derby so i did't get home till 10:30 then showered then bed by 12ish. Friday work, then track set up. Now for each bout we go to the salt palace before hand and set up the track, making it functional to skate on (it doesn't just magically showup that way) after that we went to porkchops house. porkchop is an old ref for derby, but ryan and i have known him for about 10years now. He is funny, kind, and a really good at cooking meat ;) that night after taking some others home, we had someone stay at our house so we were up till 3:30 am. Saturday work at 7am :( then run around to set up for the real bout that day. ryan and i were at the salt palace from 3-10:30, of coarse after that we had to go to the bar not getting home untill about 12:30. this sunday morning i woke up and went to skatey skate practice which was very informative (i wish we had more practices as a team... that part makes me sad actually) now i must sleep.... and sleep... and sleep.

i have had 3 days of very little sleep, stress from work, and derby stress and now i'm nausus and dizzy.
i've had work stress because it's a holiday weekend. stress from derby... well long story short my skating partner got hurt at scrimmage and might not be able to play. There are things that i was responsible for and i need someone else to do them and it's not getting done :( i hate counting on other people.... they never come through!!! and now i can't sleep

Hopefully things will get better