My ipod needs to be serviced again.... NOOOO i just had it fixed and now they are saying i need to get it done all over again. FUCKERS. i went to pottery today as well and picked up my few remaining peices they are very nice, and i picked my contacts today they really do take some getting used to but i'm glad to be able to go to bed with out glasses for a few days. :)

In other news my marriage is going great lately. ryan i have started walking every other day with the dog, we get out, talk, hold hands. meet strange gay guys it's all fun for now. the goal is by the end of the summer to be able to run on the whole walk. today i only made it 5 houses. ouch!

bad mixed with good

I went to job #2 and it wasn't so fun, all day not so fun. then i came home and ryan wasn't at home, he was with paul, so i went to get in the shower. I noticed that it was REALLY durty so i started cleaning.... then i got distracted with cleaning and watched Dune, the orginal. when it was over i realized i didn't smell so good, got in the shower then called ryan to see what the plan was. he said him and paul were on there way back to the house , YEAH :) now i'm in a very good mood trying to see where the day will lead from here.

Today I slept in went to the post office and picked up a package. ryan said i could open it and i did it was the box set of sex and the city. what a nice ryan. he hates this show yet he got the the box set for no particular reason. i'm glad he did though. i've been spending most of the day worried about my CAT scan tomorrow. i'm nervous. and the show jus makes it a little bit better.

I got my Ipod back today :) i'm soo very happy

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Physical Touch
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Physical Touch:		8
Acts of Service:		7
Words of Affirmation:		7
Quality Time:		4
Receiving Gifts:		4

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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Top reasons why i hate working at one job for too long
5- it gets redundent
4- the same conversation with the same people get boring
3- you find yourself saying the same words over and over, i.e. 'that lady is crazy'
2- there is no mistery left. i know what that dog is like, what meds most of the pets have, and what the clients are like
1- the boss stops saying thank you when you do things and feel underappreciated

I only am saying this because i need a GODDAMN vacation. any ideas for a weekend getaway? and who wants to come with me?

i'm just finished reading 'illusions' by richard bach. Now i've read this book many times throughout my childhood and finally understood half of what this book is supposed to be about and why the hell i keep reading it over and over.
The basics is it's about a man who comes to learn that all of life is just full of illusions, i.e what you think will happen really does end up happening. it kind of relates to god and life, but in a far fetched way that i don't quite understand and will read the book again to try to understand it.
now i'm only 24 and have noticed that i pick up this book when i have problems with understanding life. the few times that come to mind is: when i was 15 and was trying to figure out why boys didn't like me, when i was 18 and death just became something that happends every year (when my boyfriend died and i showed no sadness for a long time), and now when i'm trying to understand, finally, what i'm supposed to be doing with my life. during this whole time i've had this feeling that there is a god, or other supreme being of that nature, and i just don't understand the 'why'. and i still don't.
i guess what i'm trying to say is... maybe i'm sad because i want to be sad, while i'm still desiding what to do with my life.
The real question at this moment. is whether ryan will support me in my new veterinary school adventure? or is the question how will i survive there with out the man i love?

I've been kind of down and feeling unappreciated lately. sorry folk