still depressed. nothing else to say

bored/depressed. hating work!

A GREAT Christmas
christmas always seems to go well once you get to the day. ryan and i did put away the tree right as soon as we got home from ryans moms house this evening. I got everything i wanted and more. and lot of this i wasn't expecting at all. hell ryan's even cleaning the house.
Merry Christmas folks.
Post me a comment if you had a good christmas too...

I love Christmas. :)

i have to get boxes for all the chip and dips i made for christmas presents.

In other news i've found out i made a whole bunch of girls at my work cry. Mildly exciting. Majorly depressing. I need to remember to be nice at work i guess.

I also just found out that for a long time growing up my mom has been an alcoholic. Yes i've just figured this out and i really don't know what to think about. i'm thinking from age 12-22. god it's been a long time. i guess i always just thought she was crazy.
it sure is an awful lot of things to think about while i have a day off tomorrow.

i'm in the moode to watch romance movies all day. hopefully ryan wont get too pissed off. The first romance of the day is "you've got mail" maybe i have a lot more here :)

A very fun christmas party

Last night ryan and i went to my pottery class's christmas party. it was loads of fun and i got drunk something awful. it was nice to be with some friends outside of pottery. In other news work is very slow today and i had to work with Susan... yuck. I got a lot of work done that i would just have to do tomorrow so thta was okay.
saturday i finally got my pots glazed for christmas presents hopefully they will actually be done byt the 22nd.
I slept in until 1:30 this afternoon which was some well needed sleep.

A wild dog chase.
It's my only day off, today is, and i really wanted to sleep in but at 7:15 this morning i wake awoken by a dog outside howling. i think "it will go away" so i try to fall back asleep, but it just keeps howling. Finally at about 7:45 i throw my robe on over my nighty slip some shoes on and venture the cold to find the dog. He's across the street just howling. so i go back inside and grab a bowl and get some dog food. I head back out only to find that he is now next to my fence. i give him the dog food and he keeps barking at me untill i walked away. by now a nice nextdoor neighbor came out with some bread to throw for the dog. he eats it all and runs away. so i try to go back to sleep... this is hopeless. i sit up for a few minutes and realize he is still out there barking. geez how much dog food does this dog need. so this time i throw some pants on and throw on my robe once more. (my nighty is still on) so i get down the street with some more dog food and some water in my hand. i give him the dog food. he lets me get close. i give him the water and he rubs up against my leg. the neighbor gives me a leash and i start to call the county animal services to get the dog back to his home. and try to get back to my house. we get there and Buddy is just freaking out inside of the house. i go to the back porch with the dog in order to grab a blanket and a dog bone. and then back to the street. he can sit and stay and lay down and all and all a good dog. The lady with the bread comes back out and we talk for a while she holds the dog so that i can get inside to get a coat on and you know a shirt. We talk a little while longer and the county comes. i'm glad he's warm now. hopefully not too frightened.

Debbie is getting married!!! Congratulations Deb!
Ryan and i made a turkey dinner today and it actually turned out just fine. it just fell off of the bone and the turkey just flaked off. it was SOOO good and some how moist.
Not too much else is new.