So Much Drama
work really is drama. all of the employees all have there own little drama, but resently it's been big nasty dram. it's not with other people at work, it's just home lifes all somehow going back the conversation of jail. not one person has been very happy it's just starting to drag me down.

i'm home now and safe from all of that shit. i kind of steered clear of mr na last night. i kind of just wanted to be left alone. i think i will do that tonight too.

time to get cleaning the house.

Last night ryan and i had a good time. we plaed video game songs on the harp/guitar. good times.
I was at work and realized i could leave early today :) so i did but i forgot the damn dog. so i had to back and get him. alright that's all to that story.
I think i'm going to just take it easy and watch some movies and sleep.
wish me luck

not too much new. sorry folks

Sleepy and some dude's play ground
i'm soo tired and have been for a few days hopefully i'm not depressed. I think i'll start taking my thyroid meds (which i've forgotten about really since today) i'm just sooo sleepy and my tummy is upset.
It was my nephew parker's birthday party today so we went to Some Dude's Playground ryan had such a good time. I didn't really play but i did realize that ryan is really good with kids, it's kind of strange why he doesn't want to have any.
I'm really glad that i didn't have to go into work today. it made is so that ryan and i could sleep in which is very nice ;)
I think i'm going to take a nap and get some sleep

I made cookies, Mr Na is out with his buddies and now i'm surfing online and watching tv what a great way to end the day :)

A Very Dagny Day
Work today was tiring but wonderful. my great friend dagny was there. Dagny days are always better. it's like bobbi days only much more bouncy (imagine that who is more bouncy than bobbi?) So they day seemed to go pretty fast and everyone was pretty happy. i did have my fair share of cleaning up poop and blood tho which is not so nice.

In other news i think ryan has made some plans for the evening so maybe i will just stay at home and take it easy. I am a very clingy (? spelling) person - but lately i'm just wanted snuggles (and sex) and that is all. I don't really like those friends of his anyway.... so maybe i'll just have a relaxing night at home :)
I have next months schedule all in order and i have 40 hours every week so hopefully i will have enough money to live off of. (money has been a little on the low side lately) I really want to go and get a coffee, but i will resist the idea it's just to expensive.
i must get in the shower now. i really smelly (hehe)

so last night i went to bed around 10:30 and woke up about 6:30 than i came home watched a little bit of a movie i put in about 8:30 went back to sleep and ust got up about 1:30 the sad thing is that i'm still thinking about going back to sleep. it's a lazy day i guess.

I am no longer affraid of doing any household job. I can do just about anything. this whole floor thing has made me realize that i'm now willing to go to other peoples house and help them. it's kind of nice.

in other news i tried to make thing better at work by going and opening the place up but our old lady friend that is always late (usually about 30-40 minutes) and last time she didn't get there until 7:45 and nothing got opened well or on time. so i came in for about 30 minutes just to get things done. she took it all personally and that she can't be relied on.... god damnit i was just trying to help.
I think i'm going to try and go back to sleep.

Busy Busy Busy
Today i went to work made taste roast/potato dinner (with homemade roles) and finished the drapes for the front room. talk about extremely busy. it doesn't seem like i've sat down all day. now i've finally sat down and am bored. maybe i'll get busy doing something else. :)

Nothing new is really going on. Ryan's folks came over and saw the house eveyone says it looks really nice and i agree. There is not too much new other than the fact that ryan has to go back to work on Monday... hehehe. he's been off for a few weeks so i assume he will be in a bad mode most of the week next week.

Meow

I feel like i need to start a new project... what will it be? maybe i will sew. maybe i will finally finish my book. maybe i wil take back up the harp stuff. all hard things to decide on

Room Before


Room with no floor


Room with subfloor


Room with Lovely floor :)

i have been tired for such a long time that now i can't figure out how to sleep so i'm just sitting up and want to sleep. it's not even that late.

In other news i'm headed to the free thursday concert down town to see a band i like so come and join me if you would like :) a friend from work will be there and probably HomerJ if i'm not too upset i will see him, but i don't know about a ride home. because only bobbi came and helped us.

'we have normality'
it is true, the front room is really almost done. the furniture is back in and i'm happy. i've never been so excited to lift heavy couches (about 95 lbs) and a big entertainment center. i'm so happy. everything looks so nice. Mr NA did a wonderful job with the room. and now hopefully he can rest easy for a few days. (it was supposed to be his vacation and all). i'm so glad everything worked out alright. i will try to post some pics tomorrow after work and things.

i'm tired and i have an even longer day tomorrow. i can't wait to get some sleep. goodnight

Things don't usually go as planned as far as home remolding goes i guess. The floor is finally down and now i've come to plaster/ texture, which is a bitch. Yesterday i got my wisdom tooth taken out and am now being a little bitch. i am on meds tho so that's not too bad.
we are having a painting party tomorrow so please come if you are available. I still have to buy paint/flooring/ and massive amounts of base boards. I wish money just came from nowhere. my meds are kicking in... i'm going to go lay down.

Construction
i would've never guessed that all this work would actually pay off. now the nasty crapy termite floor boards are gone and new floor is layed down. i have learned more in the last 2 days than i will in the next 2 years. I'm so greatful to have family come and help with the subfloor. :) they have been soooo much help. Tomorrow the plan is for leveler and plaster patch. Hopefully cleaning up the walls to prime/paint later. This is such a pain in the ass.

Charlie
so i get home from work and start cleaning the house. I get some fresh litter for the litter box and then all the cats take there turn using the new litter. Charlie too a really long time to go pee and not much came out. so i ran him up to work where dr honeydew said that he was just starting a urinary tract infection. and since i'm soo bad about giving oral medication i've just been giving him shots of penicilan. I might pick him up some pain meds if he gets to sad.

So MrNtA was not persuing the idea of refinishing the floor in the front room, so i've decided today to finally get the ball rolling. So here's the idea. Friday move the shit out. Saturday rip up current flooring and start fixing the subfloor problem. Sunday paint/ make it so the cats/ferrets/dog can come back into the house. then during the rest of the week Mr NA can worry about finishing the floor. i really dont like painting a room white, but if i'm going to get new furniture eventually i shouldn't worry about it. hopefully the next weekend (rossi's wedding) the baseboards will be ready to get laid down.

Jazzee's Cajun Cafe.
this is some of the better Cajun food i have found in Utah. After i hate i felt mildly intoxicated just from all of the tasty spices. It located at 3008 S State Street. From what i understand the time to go is on Fridays because he makes seafood gumbo, and have alligator meat (i've never tried alligator but i've been wanting to). It was only about $25 for mr na and i to eat, and they even have sweetpotato pie.... yum yum.


In other news the marriage stuff is getting a hair better. i am wondering if it wont just turn around and get worse.
Anyways gotta run internet is acting up.

spying on boarding
so today i went around for work to look at all the other facilities around town. The place we have been recommending is awful. In other news i'm headed to a new place to eat. will write more later

New WebPage?
So i've thought about starting a new page just bitching or being nice about my marriage. I don't know if it's a good idea and then there would just be another page for me to write in.
Anyway ideas?