Oh yah...
I have been doing blogger for a year... wow were has all the time REALLY gone. is it into making stupid puns and hoping that the boyfriend at the time won't read the fact that i just bashed them. Or has it just been a typical year?

Anyways as you all might have heard by now we are moving, but with moving comes no net for a while... wa wa wa. Might not be up until after the honeymoon. hope to hear from you all soon.

yet another bad day... well kind of my mom said that we could work something out with the wedding so hopefully it will turn out to be alright. it might be ass... but oh well it's something.

Stupid Stupid Stupid... I'm so stupid for thinking that my dad could pull of a $6000.00 wedding. He has NO money. Where was all of this going to come from... his ass. And so i sit, with nothing to think about except of badly my wedding will suck because my dad wont pay for any of it (atleast not yet) Everything is mainly arranged except for him paying for the center. What a gerk. So i sit here in my livingroom all by myself and just cry... that's all i really can do. The wedding is 3 weeks away and i don't think that rick has even though about where this money is going to come from.

So i'm coming up on a year now on blogger! Geeze where has the time gone.

As far as the house goes all we have left to do is close which just makes me happy.

meow!

I iz alive no worry about it. Even thought i might be stranded on an island...

So the house stuff is the same...
Wedding stuff is the same...
Work is going to have to do some downsizing (but that was unable to be avoided)
I haven't really done much in the last couple of days that is really note worthy.

yesterday was a bad day! We were having a large problem with the fact that there was "water damage" reported on the property we are buying, but with many many phone calls later, and a bit of clarification we should be alright. It turns out that there was no water damage at all it was supposed to be welding damage. Anyways... today was a lot better

The home inspector came out and got our questions answered and put us a lot more at easy.

Ryan got me flowers which made me hap-hap-happy (that was yesterday)

Also during the weekend i bought a My Pet Monster. If you all can remember to when this were the hip thing to have... i bought one. It reminded me of my childhood, which put a smile to my face.

What a wonderful day... wonderful day... wonderful day. For one thing it's pay day which was always good. Work is getting back to how it was when i started which was actually kind of fun. Also my good friend Debbie is back and i am all so happy to see her (i feel like anne of green gables when i say that) And now i'm making mac and cheese and going to Somedude's playground tonight :)

what a stressful day. For one things i have to call about 16 different people which lead to me either being on the phone or in the car. In the car because had to buy wedding shoes and a slip and go for a fitting.

Also i'm sick of ryan's negative attitude. He's starting to bug me with it. Let's start off with the fact that ryan doesn't handle stress well. Also the fact that 'too many balls in the air' is a bad thing for him. And that he brings all of this home. If he lived one day in my shoes i think he would go crazy. I think he just got lucky that i'm taking care of getting the house closed, getting the wedding taken care of and trying to make him happy at the same time. All in all it's just starting to get annoying.

They took the offer on the house yah! 115,000 :)

Made an offer on a house today... YAH! i'll let you know what happens tomorrow!

oh... now ryan's back... i guess i should talk things out with him.

I just cried the hardest that i've cried in a long time. All because of a jeep. (yah i know what a stupid thing to cry about but it just happened that way) My brother pat asked for the car first, but never got back with my dad about plans with it. So my dad decided just to give it to me, so that ryan and i could go up hiking somewhere. Anyways pat calls and wants it back and i put up a fight because if we were to take our cars it would be like any other day. Well 20 minutes of talking to my dad and fighting with pat ryan decides that it's not worth it and leaves. I take things all personally and gave up. Now ryan's gone and i'm really VERY sad.

Might have found a house today!

tuesday to friday where did the time go?

tonight it's off to ryan's mom's house where we will be talking about wedding stuff and basically shooting the shit until it's time to leave.

Tomorrow is when we look at house and later on in the day we (my sister in law JAyme and myself) will be writing on invitation... [since debbie is not here. Hurry home so you can help me]

And for now it's off to the shower.