I am so ready for a vacation.
work is getting to me. the longer i'm there the crankier i am. it's like everytime someone asks me a question i want to rip thier face off. also it seems as though my boss is getting equally as cranky with me. being gone for a few days might get a little respect out of the place. one day just runs into the next. it might be time to start looking for something new..... maybe just some holiday help somewhere.
home is just boring. we do the same thing everyday. i don't mind doing that but ryan hates it. so everyone in the house gets antsy and angry. :(

driving the vegas with ryan and bobbi sound like fun... originally.... then i realize by the time we get home we will all hate each other. then we won't talk for a few weeks.... then it will get back to normal. this is how it goes. the other 2 people we are going with i don't really see all the time so it's not a big deal. i really hope that ryan isn't a mean man to me with all of his friends there. (that's how he normally is. usually it's 'i need another beer' and then one magically shows up, i just hope he doesn't become mister mean pants)

in other news it was ryan's birthday yesterday. we went to the cafe madrid. it was AWESOME. the food was the best i've had. and the atmospher was excellent :) i loved it and i'm sure we will go again :)

a very drunk and entertaining halloween.

on thursday we went to my sisters for pumpkin carving (i secretly think that ryan only comes with me because we win, i don't think he would go other wise)

halloween night i started drinking at 4:30 when the dutch over cooking started, friends came between 6-8:30ish and didn't leave until 12-3am. (one of ryan's friend stayed overnight) so 3am rolls around and i realize i still have to get into the shower before going to bed. then i'm awake, stupid shower. i probably fell asleep at about 3:30 ish. then was up for work at 6:11 this morning. i was exhausted and hung over. it took until 9am before i started to feel like i could be at work all day. it's a 10 hour shift on saturdays and i'm dizzy... oh how i love parties