back at job #2
i haven't really worked all that often there and i had forgotten how much of a gossip everyone is. It seems like that's all they do. but if all i did was make coffee all day you would have to talk about something i guess. i did get to play some tetris there though that was fun.

i woke up this morning and was SOOO tired. so i stopped and got a 4 shot mocha and now i'm WIDE awake ;)

Ryan's little miata isn't liking the snow all that much, everytime he turns we go in a half moon and then back.

I still don't have a car... maybe next week. the roommate is going to pick me up today and we are going to go to sushi then to costco.

a very upsetting way to start the day

I get to work and take care of the kennel every morning. well this morning i was walking the dogs and 1 hour after i got to work there was a dead little baby puppy inside this little yorkies kennel. i don't think a dog has every given puppies in the kennel since i've worked here. :(

1. WHAT’S YOUR FIRST NAME?
Stephanie

2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
not that i know of

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
a couple of weeks ago i got so sick that i was throwing up and because i was throwing up i started crying.

4. IF YOU COULD MEET ANY ACTOR / ACTRESS LIVING OR DEAD WHO WOULD IT BE?
i don't really have a facination with meeting actors sorry folks

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCHMEAT?
i make a mean grilled roastbeef sandwich

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
i can be really opinionated, but i have a good time when i'm out so maybe

7. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
does my blog count?

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
no, i got them removed in 2006. i ate 105 popsicles in 5 days

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
i don't think i would unless i was forced

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
count chocula

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
my boots, but not my tennies

12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
for a girl i do, but 2 liter sodas i always haver ryan open them. so maybe i'm not that strong

14. SHOE SIZE?
8

15. RED OR PINK?
i like red shirts but i have pink hair

16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
i'm fat it's true

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
our cat pepper. i loved that little bitch a lot

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
what does this question mean?

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
my new jeans that make my butt look good, and no shoes

20. LAST THING YOU ATE?
chips and salsa

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
some 80's movie on hbo

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
dark purple

23. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
carnations

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Jenny

25. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO?
strong arms

26. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
yes

27. FAVORITE DRINK?
planters punch

28. FAVORITE SPORT?
i don't really like sports

29. EYE COLOR
brown

30. HAT SIZE?
They come in sizes?

31. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
I own contacts but I haven’t worn them for months.

32. FAVORITE FOOD?
burgers and beer (this might explain why i'm so heavy)

33. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING?
happy ending ;)

35. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer

36. HUGS OR KISSES?
kisses always

37. FAVORITE DESSERT?
ice cream

38. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Me.

39. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
i'm not sending it out to friends

40. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
i'm listening to audio books in the kennel


41. WHAT’S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
laptop no mouse pad

42. WHAT DID YOU WATCH LAST NIGHT ON TV?
ryan playing video games

43. FAVORITE SOUNDS?
water running in the mountains

44. ROLLING STONE OR BEATLES?
beatles

45. THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN AWAY FROM HOME?
Canada

46. WHAT ARE YOUR SPECIAL TALENTS?
being annoying

47. AND WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
washington

48. WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE SOMEWHERE ELSE AND IF SO WHERE?
somewhere warm

49. IF YOU COULD DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD FOR A LIVING WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i'm what i want to be right now, but if it were anything else i would say a vet.

50. WHAT DO YOU HOPE FOR MOST IN LIFE?
to be truely content with everything in my life - work, relationship, sex etc.

I picked up some cute outfits yesterday. i'm down 2 pantsizes since the last time i bought pants :)

In other news my thyroid medication seems to be working better. my hair isn't falling out as much, i'm not as hungry, and i'm not as tired as i used to be.

i'm working at job #2 today with melanie, i'm excited she always has fun things to say.

nothing like the feeling of being ugly with no good clothes to wear. it's my day off and i'm going shopping.

i don't have a car anymore, hopefully nate won't mind me using his car.

work work work
At job #2 there is a new manager there. yes this is the 3rd new mananger since i've worked there, less than 10 months ago. I haven't really worked there for a while but it will be nice to be back there.
i'm starting to feel bad about job #1. i think i make way to much money for what i do. i'm trying to think of ways to make me a little more needed around there, but i already do so much. i take care of the staff (schedule, if someone can't come i usually stay, and try to make sure that everyone works while they are at work), i make sure the kennel gets taken care off and is clean and all of the dogs are happy, i place all of the food orders, i do all the discharge and perscriptions, i clean up after everyone and i don't usually complain about it. so what to do about it. i think i can just accept the fact that my boss is taking care of me. i think i will ask if i can do anything else to help out. i really love working there and i do realize that 1 person can only do so much. it's the first time in a long time that no one working there bugs me. everyone comes to work and actually enjoys their job. i'm not really getting mad at people lately and i really just enjoy going to work. tomorrow will be my first day off in months (except for the day i was sick) and well i still think i should go to work. i've always go things to do ;)

it was my birthday on saturday. it was pretty fun. my friends came over and my family came over. my dad never called though :( ryan was awsome through the whole thing. i love him soo much.

everytime i'm depressed or sick he is always there. since he has his new job he is a lot more fit. and VERY attractive.

There is lots of other things going on, but i just thought i would talk about this today