I deleted a comment - this comment was sent anonymously - it appeared as though it was written by Mr NA, or a copy of what he had said. Something along the lines of he is attracted to other girls and not me, and that i am jealous of people for no good reason. and that all i want is sex.
and i must say in return ... well nothing to the first part, it makes me feel like shit. always has. as far as jealousy, i have all reason and all right to be jealous. i honestly am NOT jealous of crystal (she was the kissed one) i am upset that he would do that in front of my face. and i'm upset that he is that inconsiderate of my feelings. i have been humiilated in front of all his friends and he just laughs about it.
as far as the underage one, well it bothers me that he would be attracted to someone soooo much younger than him, and the only reason why that is the case is because he wants someone that doesn't understand where the line of bullshit stops and the line of intimacy begins. i'm sure she thinks that Mr NA just loves her. and you know what he just might. but once she'd old enough to figure it out is when she will leave him again.
as far as sex i really didn't want sex yesterday. FUCK! i think he mistakes sex for kissing/making out. i don't really want sex anymore. i just want to feel appreciated. i think it's unhealthy not want sex from your partner. (but want sex from a no-one, one night stand)

how i feel at this moment is:
1- greatful to the person who sent this
2- i REALLY don't like to be humiliated
3- i need to ask MR NA if he really wants to try for a relationship. if he says no he needs to leave. because i want the home that should be involved in this house.