I just figured out something that maybe i shouldn't have figured out... shit.... now i'm all just all... there isn't a word to describe the feelings...

I miss James...

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giddy adj
1. feeling unsteady and as if about to fall down
2. causing dizziness or a feeling of unsteadiness
3. not level-headed and sensible, and liable to act impulsively or behave foolishly (dated)

I was told to look this up...

I really have done something stupid. arg!