my friend was over tonight and i felt like i was being a lazy bitch. sorry hun... i didn't mean to, but i know that i was.

then ryan got mad at me for asking to many questions about his mom, i love her a lot and sometimes i can't remember everything that people say. i try hard and remember most of the time at work and sometimes at home i just zone out... it happends. and now i'm cranky and can't sleep :(