What am i thinking???
so i have a crush! it is nothing that i will act on, but i find myself thinking about him more often then a should. THEN i end up feeling bad for even thinking this way. What is wrong with me? i'm sure a good chunck of the problem is that i know my husband doesn't find me attractive and well it's just something i've been living with. but after seeing my crush i just want attention from my hubby and he just doesn't want to give it :( the sad thing is all i would have to do is ask from my crush and i would have what ever i want.
and this is all that has been filling my head for about a week now.
AHHHHH!