"Slow down, don't fuck with my high
I want to be left alone here with my monsters" - Mike Doughty

I don't quite know if this describes how my days is going... but i guess it's about right.

or maybe

"That I'm tired of castles in the air
i've got a dream i want the world to share
and castle walls just lead me to dispair" - Don McLean

If anyone knows what feeling this is please let me know. i've been confused all day.