When Did i grow out from these stages
One: There is the hanging around at coffee houses and talking about dicks and shit. i have realized that this is very childish and just a waist of time. I don't really know when this happened, but i've been at a few coffees lately where i just haven't felt very motivated.
Two: The it's all my fault stage. Now i realize that i'm fucked up. and MrNA enjoys thinking that it's just me and not him. It's really not just me, fucking therapist, granted its part from me being over baring/ball busting bitch. but there is also ryan being and inconsiderate fuckers (ie i say i'm not really in the way of being social and he brings fuckers home)
Three: the fuckers at my house. I hate people when i'm grumpy and at the moment i will voice exactly what i'm thinking. i don't really know if that's the right thing to do so i keep my mouth shut and blog instead.
Four: working 2 jobs. I'm done i think.
Alright i'm going to bed. i can't be up and blaming myself anymore!
2 Comments:
Not everybody likes a swearing girl. please, don't use bad language. You're probably going to blow this comment off, but I do not believe in anything like swearing. It just makes a person feel lower. Okay? I'm sure there's someone out there who really cares about you if that's what you're worried about, and is resorting to bad language. k?
The swearing started with Mr NA and i just ran with it. as far as folks that are worried about me... maybe you should tell me who you are because i really don't understand or respect your comments with out knowing you personally.
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