Marriage- this is the topic of my dreams lately... that and a really old crazy guy (but that was a dream that happens all the time so we will think nothing of it) I don't know i guess that it's a bigger step than i thought it was. I've just been treating it like it was going to be nothing for so long and now that it's headed right for me i think it's just a little harder than i thought. I'm happy that's for sure.