It's still winter here in salt lake. The snow is thick and icey. It makes life a little bit more off. I am wishing that things will work out... and hope to god that they do. I miss having my own things where i don't have to drive about 25 minutes to get them. I miss wearing flip flops in the summer. I miss having a social life... but i love the TRUE friends that i've found recently. I'm wishing that my life won't be this stressful all the time. I'm thinking that my feelings get hurt to easy. And that I just need my life to stop changing for one minute. All of this change is creating stress, between me and my family, me and my fiancee and me and myself.