I got my office back :) from the last 2 weeks of using Aaron's and feeling like i wasn't getting anything done, i get my office back.

Alright now it's bitch time... what really happened yesterday I went to the doctor who told me that i had high blood pressure and that instead of getting on medication that i should just do typical dieting, honestlyi don't think that i need to loose weight... but what ever he thinks... than he asks what stresses i have. well i have school, getting married, in the transition of moving, my parents are getting a divorce, i work with my parents... etc. Which he just blamed it on stress... kind of. So i have to stop drinking alcohol and caffine, walk every day (which i do that anyway) and watch my stress. I'm thinking about getting a yoga book to see if that releaves things. So ryan and i were coming back from my friends house... and with what started as a conversation envolving typical marriage things... got into me crying about everything... just one shitty ass day. I think it's funny that i can just admit that, but lately i've just gotten down... down and out. I don't quite understand it... it just happens in the winter. i think i complain about it every year. I REALLY want to talk to Chris and let him know what's going on... but i don't really know how to get a hold of him, maybe i'll think of something. (what brought that up i don't know)

I have to read a book and right a critical essay on it by next thursday which i might... just might do well on. I'm trying to remind myself to look at the sources that the author used.. the key is remembering that.