I played bus driver to Ryan today. It was interesting, but i like spending time with him so it's worth it. Have you ever wondered why people are crazy. i mean not all people are this way... just those that live in Utah. They are crazy. i wish i could explain it. Maybe one of these days i'll move (as i'm thinking in my head yeah that will happen *sacasum*)

And for some reason i am marriage happy. I'm excited to get married and i just want to get to that stage. The sad thing here is that what if he were to die, i mean i do have a bad turn over with men (they either die, go crazy, or just become a social out cast) Hopefully nothing will happen to him.