So today has gotten just crazy... i think it's the fact that i would really be at home. But the fact is what the hell would i do at home.. nothing okay problem solved.
So i really need to stop saying that i'm sorry for everything... but i guess it's just one of those things. It's like i'll just think that if someone had felt bad for what i said i will just randomly say i'm sorry and hope it will make every thing all better. The strange thing here is that they are always from the heart... i always just feel that i'm not good enough, it's messed up is what it is.....
Anyways so things as far as i'm concerned is going well. Life is good again, and to be honest James and i haven't done anything risky since Friday which is always good for the old relationship... this way you don't always end up being so kissy-kissy